I came here and read my old things just… slightly amazed and shocked at what I used to do— what I *can* do in my element. Which was such a bittersweet moment because back then, I was driven solely by hurt & longing. That’s no longer my narrative. And in that, it makes me curious while simultaneously scared as hell. I’ve never been as free and at peace as I am right now. I often find myself doing nothing, simply because resting -used to be- such a foreign concept to me. I am beyond grateful for where I’m at because it’s given me that time to simply be and fully step into myself. But now? Green light.
